the early november

a thousand times i day i tell you i love the way you sing
even though it makes me cry
its my favorite time to be alive
all i know is i feel lost without you
telling you i miss you is not enough
i know this story's old
it's been told a million times before

im finally at a place im staying
im finally at a place i can call my own
im trying not lose my reasons
i plan on to remember all i know
you know every time i lose my faith
it comes back
do you think that we could be the kind that takes everything
aware of what we say
we know we make the same mistakes
the ones that really brought us here

tonight is a story of love
two broken hearts set by one
all he wants is a sign
of how she's making her mind
and i knew that it wasn't fair to me
to see this love walk right by me
tonight i will sit next to you
to see if you act like we're through

breathe in deep
let it out slow

i found a friend in one of your lies
ever so sweet
you made this seem real
the way things went
wasn't my fault
ill miss you so good
all of those nights
that we lost our way home
can't you see the wall that you built for me
because we're not special
we're not special
well i'm not special
every lie
it brings me right back down

the silence tells me everything and how we are
there's no more trying to make this so right
no more trying tonight
i wonder if im alone in your head
i don't want to try no more
i don't want to make this right
i just want you to be true to me one time
i will take a step back
and ill let you ahead
and i will take a step away
and see if you come back
because there's no more trying to make this all right
no more trying tonight
we will never be the same
until you are done

for all of this im better off without you

i can't handle all that you throw down
no reason why i should try to go on anymore
my reasons' all gone
just give me one little second 
and i'll make you feel like im someone else


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