bittersweet

you do not deserve
 any of the adoration that they throw into your way as you walk down theirs
   neither all of the glances that they give every time you carry those legs with that make-up that you wear
    nor the constant pauses that they make and the breathless gasps that they take
you do not deserve
 any of the second that slowly dilutes the minutes that we shared together
  neither this generous space that is the distance between your skin and mine
   nor the effortless steps that makes you further than you already are
you do not deserve
 any of these words for you are yet to learn how vital it is to live by and through them
  neither the letters that spell improper enunciations that you have graciously delivered into perfection
   nor any motion of my fingertips that i have spent just so i could give you exactly what you deserve