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Have you ever been moved by a person that with her absence you find it hard to glance away for you fear that in doing so you will lose sight of where she is and who she is with?

That even though there are instances that thoughts hurt you more than facts could, all you do is wander not with your head but with your limbs no better than a brainless blind man hoping to find some guidance only through his fingers, vigorous and stupid, trying his best to tolerate all the bumps and bruises along countless clueless paths.

Only until you can feel no more, so you stop - you breathe - you take it all in - and then you realize how much you have been in love in an anti-existentialism idea sugar coated with hopeless memories which only cost you comfort in your teeth.

And then you find yourself awake, right in between a body of let downs and wishful thinkings. Your meaningless reflection stares right back at you. Its eyes pale with hints of restlessness served as an instant reminder of how you have been there before.

You stop - you breathe - you take it all in - and for the longest time you think about you.

Do you stand up or do you keep on dreaming?